Nothing except pain

For the past week, give or take a day or two. I have felt nothing but pain. Greg and I went out to get a sandwich. I can't eat without knowing I have a dental pick close by. Because I can't stand when food gets in between these two specific teeth on my upper left … Continue reading Nothing except pain

Part 2: Forgiving Yourself …

WARNING: What your about to read contains drug abuse content. I do not want to trigger anybody so please if easily influenced by such talk, I do not recommend that you read this. So with the ripple having been formed that specific day, it only snowballed from there. I wasn't on her mental plain of … Continue reading Part 2: Forgiving Yourself …

Part 1: Forgiving Yourself …

WARNING: There are a lot of 'trigger' words in what you are fixing to read. Just being sure to give a heads-up in case you'd rather not read about someone else's drug use. How's that for an eye catcher of a title? Last week at my session with my counselor. She'd given me an assignment … Continue reading Part 1: Forgiving Yourself …

Good Morning All

I told myself yesterday I was gonna start trying to come to work a lil early. That way I could do whatever I like doing before work in the mornings, and I wouldn't be late. Thats pretty much why I'm late anyways. Because I'm doing something creative like writing, coloring, or drawing to express my … Continue reading Good Morning All

Karma – Is Very Real…

I wonder how many ppl actually believe in karma. I just know I do. 100% I've done some wrongs in my life, and i'll be damned if karma doesn't always make her appearance to take a huge bite outta my ass cheek. (seeing that my ass is flat enough already, I can't afford to keep … Continue reading Karma – Is Very Real…

“Things That Make You Go, Hmm…”

I sometimes sit back and just pay attention to my surroundings, and the other people around, if any. I hear bits and peices of others conversations, and can't believe half the bullshit they are spitting out of their mouths. I can say it's bullshit because it's people I know, and I know 100%, with everything … Continue reading “Things That Make You Go, Hmm…”

Just paying a Lil’ Respect where it’s due…

I'm giving a shout-out to Allison Marie Conway. Girl you are doing the damn thing, and you are strong enough to win this battle. What am I saying? You already have. Now just have to keep going. Whatever it is that mentally helps you remain alcohol-free, then use it girl. Keep that with you and … Continue reading Just paying a Lil’ Respect where it’s due…

Hangin Wit My Homies Again…

I went to the clinic yesturday. I go on Tuesdays now. Anyways... I was leaving or walking out to smoke a cig from group for a sec, when I saw my good friend 'S'. I ran straught to her and her to me. I cried so hard because a cetain someone caused a lot of … Continue reading Hangin Wit My Homies Again…

How Time Flies So Quickly…

Time is a very interesting subject. To me anyways. For example : It doesn't seem to me that my grandson should be already be a month old. But he is. They were for real asleep here too. ll while under the careful eye of her devoted boyfriend who also hs a 3yr boy hisself. She … Continue reading How Time Flies So Quickly…