The Matrix

I jus' finished with a new group today and I loved every min of it. There were people in this particular group that I could relate to wholeheartedly. While I can't speak of specifics due to confidentiality, I can tell you it's a group of addicts. We are all one in some form or another. … Continue reading The Matrix

This is me : Part 1

When I was a little girl I always felt out of place. Even in my own family, with whom I shared a home with my entire life. Being picked on and made fun of in school didn't help me at all. I've been in counseling since grade school and it's become a part of my … Continue reading This is me : Part 1

There I am

Sometimes I feel like my mind is a deep, dark forest. With anxiety setting in I realize I'm lost in the middle. Not being able to find my way out, I start to panic and my breathing becomes rapid. I look up at the huge trees towering above my head. They're branches swaying with the … Continue reading There I am


There's nothing more frustrating than knowing you have money coming but not knowing when you'll receive it. I think that's bugging me more so than when I'm waiting on payday to roll around. Getting paid bi-weekly can be a drag, yes. But when you're waiting on the government I feel that it can frustrate me … Continue reading Waiting

Continuing On . . .

Hey Sis, I know your happy and nothing is goin wrong up there. Wish it was the same for me down here. It's been a while since I've wrote you to update you on how things have been going with your neice and nephew. Oh, and Momma. How she misses you still as much as … Continue reading Continuing On . . .

Why I’m Worthy of Forgiveness …

I had an assignment given to me last week during my 1-on-1 session with my counselor. The first letter she wanted to write to myselk was about forgiving myself. Reason bein was because when she asked me if it made me fell better? I was honest and said to her in response to her question … Continue reading Why I’m Worthy of Forgiveness …