The Matrix

I jus’ finished with a new group today and I loved every min of it. There were people in this particular group that I could relate to wholeheartedly. While I can’t speak of specifics due to confidentiality, I can tell you it’s a group of addicts. We are all one in some form or another. […]

This is me : Part 1

When I was a little girl I always felt out of place. Even in my own family, with whom I shared a home with my entire life. Being picked on and made fun of in school didn’t help me at all. I’ve been in counseling since grade school and it’s become a part of my […]

There I am

Sometimes I feel like my mind is a deep, dark forest. With anxiety setting in I realize I’m lost in the middle. Not being able to find my way out, I start to panic and my breathing becomes rapid. I look up at the huge trees towering above my head. They’re branches swaying with the […]

My Motivation is Back!!!

I don’t quite remember if I’ve posted a blog about me feelin stuck in a rut when it came to me workin on the book I’m tryin to write. Well, I told myself to open it up and look over the things I had already written but only as possible ideas to add to the […]

I just need that ‘Spark’.

The only thing that’s been on my mind these past few days is when I’ll be able to start writing on my book again. Who knows? Maybe if I quit thinking about it so much, I’ll be able to add more of a story to it. It makes me feel as if having to have […]

Still blocked

I don’t know why I still have yet to pick up writing on the book I was working on. When I started writing it, I took off with it having no problems at all. Now though, it’s like I’m stuck on the second chapter unable to move further ahead. I’ve been thinking about several ways […]

Waiting

There’s nothing more frustrating than knowing you have money coming but not knowing when you’ll receive it. I think that’s bugging me more so than when I’m waiting on payday to roll around. Getting paid bi-weekly can be a drag, yes. But when you’re waiting on the government I feel that it can frustrate me […]

Frustrated As Fuck

I don’t know what the fuck my husband was on this morning but he either wasn’t all the way awake, or wasn’t fucking thinking! I can tell you that much for damn sure. He came an woke me up setting my coffee on my tray. He made sure I was awake before walking out. A […]

Continuing On . . .

Hey Sis, I know your happy and nothing is goin wrong up there. Wish it was the same for me down here. It’s been a while since I’ve wrote you to update you on how things have been going with your neice and nephew. Oh, and Momma. How she misses you still as much as […]

Why I’m Worthy of Forgiveness …

I had an assignment given to me last week during my 1-on-1 session with my counselor. The first letter she wanted to write to myselk was about forgiving myself. Reason bein was because when she asked me if it made me fell better? I was honest and said to her in response to her question […]